Arbitrary death

and beliefs of falling into darkness.

Christians tell of love

but desire wants to die,

emancipate myself from this world.

Freak

that’s what they say I am

gushing blood from my veins

humbles myself in their eyes.

Idiots…

Jerks…

Keeping me in my own world.

Love kills me

missiles ant no life.

Nauseous people make me sick

overflowing life into death,

quickly finding that nowhere is where I long to be.

Racing towards nothingness

with stupid beginnings

and tomorrows that never come.

Unknown pain

and visions of forgotten stupidity

withdrawn from the world.

Life it now a myth

yielding only in my dreams

and I can find nothing to hold on to.