Arbitrary death
and beliefs of falling into darkness.
Christians tell of love
but desire wants to die,
emancipate myself from this world.
Freak
that’s what they say I am
gushing blood from my veins
humbles myself in their eyes.
Idiots…
Jerks…
Keeping me in my own world.
Love kills me
missiles ant no life.
Nauseous people make me sick
overflowing life into death,
quickly finding that nowhere is where I long to be.
Racing towards nothingness
with stupid beginnings
and tomorrows that never come.
Unknown pain
and visions of forgotten stupidity
withdrawn from the world.
Life it now a myth
yielding only in my dreams
and I can find nothing to hold on to.